mths back, he did suggest that we cut off contact for the time being,
till he resolved the matter.
it's me who cldnt accept it.. way too afraid of losing him. insanely unstable.
hence we carried on..
after some 'empowerment'.. nw i feel much more ready for it..
definitely nt 100%.. but i'm willing to try...
agreeing to what he said,
if we cant even survive this break, hw cld we last till future then?
at the same time, this serves as a good test to our r/s.
more crucially, we cant really afford to be found out again.
aiya actually, all along i know the above. but all i cld was cry at that idea then.
so.. the challenge is always me.. my weak self.. (thus the thought of going abroad)
i probably have to set dumb rules to remind myself.
and that's starting NOV 2007.
silly but still hope to exclude special dates like:
- braces removal day 21st Nov
*to be added when i think of more
we still hv a couple of lovey dovey weeks to go. cheers
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its painful to be separated wif ur love ones.
during this period if u need company, call us... i'll bring louis along... let his laughter numb ur sorrows (at least for a moment)...haha...
haha thanks girl.. juz hope Louis wont dislike me like Butter ah :P
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