*Updated*
apparently, all of the below were interpreted by my narrow-minded self.
mind cleared up so much after pouring out to sh,
and i came to agree that the prob lies in me.
he's nt at any fault except that he cld be gentler when commenting :p
heng he cld still take my nonsenses. keke
for me, it's reflection and working on it more.

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i dunno if pms is one reason,
im utterly pissed to the core over one issue,
literally feel like strangling anyone.

to me, love is about acceptance of one's flaws..
for a happier r/s, we will genuinely put in effort to improve..
and NOT bcos we need to meet each other PREFIXED standards.
how tiring will it be if we constantly have to work
to meet each other's changing expectations and demands
that may pop up any other day.

stop telling me that it shldnt be the way or that shld be the way.
it's ourselves who set the standards. not everyone is like you.
of cos u can consider finding someone else who is juz like u.

i was juz feeling a lil shocked that day why a frd and her boy
cld almost break up over 'he setting his expectation
that a wife must not work and shld stay at home'.
now I GOT IT, dear.

urgh im going crazy.
i cant imagine a marriage whereby im always worrying
that my hubby will nt be pleased with the cleanliness of the house,
or the dinner not tasty enough. bcos of the standards he set up high.

i know i may nt be talking a lot of sense above. i juz cldnt help it!