fact is

the more u 'try' to wake me up..
the more u are pushing me away..

but i will nvr blame what u hv said. i'm the one who erred.
so express all that u want.

juz to clarify,
to me, approval is asking if this is ok b4 i do it.
while acceptance is accepting it as fact.
of cos, u are free to deny and object all u want..

but, hw shld i feel when ur words changed.
from thinking/worrying abt me alone to HER interests?
so how? compensate? no way.

to me, thinking for HER is history alrdy. i did.

i know u gers worry abt my safety.
she can try to harm me. i deserve it anw.